Thursday, November 15, 2007

Pittsburgh, 'n'at

Tomorrow, I'm leaving my familiar skyline in DC (not that I can see much of it from my apartment window) for some new sights in Sewickley, PA (a suburb of Pittsburgh)

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And this will be my first road trip in my first car too! I'm heading for a refreshing weekend, overall. Here's the Google map of my travel path, for those whose interests are cartography and all things Google.



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*DC image from Duke University Career Center
**Pittsburgh image from the Pittsburgh Visitor and Information Bureau (via usatourist.com)

Double Exposure

One of my roommates has been talking about taking up photography as a hobby. I've been inspired in response to start to organize my own photos and memories from my time at American and start to be more serious about making photo art.

This is a double exposure picture that I created ever so easily through Picasa -- an image of me from a night on the town in DC about a year ago fused with a picture I took at the Washington Monument a few weeks ago.

I have a feeling this will be the quintessential image of me from my DC years, however long they may last.

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I made a meez!



This is me, chilling out in a library -- one of my favorite places!

Thursday, November 1, 2007

Careers I've Considered

Ballerina
Author (of the novelist or short story variety)
Freelance writer (non-fiction columnist)
Journalist
Editor
Publisher
Copy editor
Proofreader
Tech writer
High school English teacher
High school Spanish teacher
Professor of Victorian literature
College writing instructor
Director of a college or high school writing center
Theologian
Biblical textual critic
Pastor/ ministry leader
Professional librarian
Bookstore/ coffee shop owner
Historian
Museum docent

Jobs I've worked:
Church janitor -- Hated it at the time, but I realize in retrospect that it had its advantages. I worked with my family (got a lot of quality Mom time), and we could choose when we worked, as long as the job got done. I could listen to my ipod while I worked, and drink a lot of coffee.
Housekeeper -- Same deal as working at the church, except that in addition we got to get to know some interesting people that we worked for and keep the TV on for news or Dr. Phil.
Strawberry harvester -- This job required early mornings, which I still dislike. We got paid by the quart of strawberries that we picked rather than by the hour. Got wet from the leaves and straw stuck to our knees. However, free science lectures on the inner workings of a strawberry were included because the owner of the patch was a retired high school science teacher and I also worked with my best friend from high school.
Tutor in DCPS w/ DC READS program -- This job was better in theory than in practice. I think I wasn't ready for it yet. I didn't like making lesson plans outside of class because it interfered with my social life, and I was still very shy and unconfident around the kids because I was certain that they couldn't possibly like me at all. My insecurity might have made this job a bomb.
Barista -- I loved this job. It required early mornings sometimes, but making coffee was creative work. I learned a lot on almost every shift from my coworkers. I had interesting conversations with customers, some of whom were crazy and demanding and frustrating. It was a fair trade place, and alot of the crowd that worked there and spent time there were college students dedicated to causes and intellectual growth -- totally for me. I also can credit much of my appreciation for indie music to this job.
Writing Consultant -- Best job I've ever had. I work one-on-one with college students (mostly freshmen and internationals) to help improve their writing skills/ papers. There's room for growth because the supervisor is always looking to try new PR strategies, improve our website, think about pedagogy, etc. Training and collaboration are key parts of the job, and I love everyone that I work with. Only downfall: people are usually not willing to provide coverage or trade hours.
5th/6th summer remedial English Teacher at a charter school -- Interesting, and all the more so because I just got some news about the dysfunctionality of the school itself, which was my ultimate reason for leaving. In a final review, I did love the kids, but I felt very underprepared, so I panicked a lot. In retrospect, though, this gave me a chance to be creative, and I would try it again. I will make no bones about the fact that it was very, very hard work to teach -- but the reward really was in affection and creativity if it wasn't in money. Teachers bond a lot over common problems with kids and administration, I've noticed.
Administrative Assistant -- 9-5 office work, which may or may not suit me. Main duties include managing a calendar and serving as backup to the online editor with various tech postings. I very rarely take my lunch hour any more because the job is pretty inconsistent -- some days I don't have time, other days I think I do, but as soon as I leave, I realize that I was needed. The need for attention to detail is high and the pressure it pretty strong too. However, among the advantages are very competitive benefits and a nice convenient location in the city.

These lists are telling to me. Even as a kid, I've never wavered from this bookish set of career paths (with the exception of wanting to be a ballerina for a few of the early years). Now that the work that I do has moved away from the bookish world, I'm less happy with my life, what I'm accomplishing, and my future. I don't know everything about myself, but I like to think I'm in tune with the sorts of things that suit my skills. I'll continue to process this list in time and try to make some changes in my career accordingly.

Interesting News

So, this was interesting news today. Maybe my instinct wasn't so bad after all?

Scrutiny Begins as Turmoil Rages

By V. Dion Haynes
"The chairman of the D.C. Public Charter School Board said yesterday that he is monitoring a one-year-old Northwest Washington charter school whose administration has been embroiled in conflicts with parents, teachers and members of the school's governing board."

What's more crazy is I'd go back to Latin in a heartbeat.

Tuesday, October 30, 2007

Working Thoughts, Part 1

Time wasting, boredom, and meaningless tasks characterize the entry-level or administrative job that newly minted college graduates in Washington work from 9-5 every day. I am of the opinion that boredom at work is one of the greatest factors in poor performance and poor quality of life. Conventional wisdom says that this is "paying my dues," but I still want something more from my work than administrative tasks and document formatting. Rather than be a punk young Millennial who won’t be satisfied until she’s saving the world or serving as a CEO by the age of 25, I want to be proactive in workplace change that will make the best use of my generation’s skills and talents.

In high school, I had a friend who was brilliant. He’d been reading Dante since seventh grade, engaged teachers in conversation about books, picked out all the mistakes teachers made on the blackboard, performed complicated math, and developed computer programs in his spare time. I haven’t kept up with Jim since high school, but I’m convinced in a measure of raw brain power, Jim is more intellectually gifted than I am.

Even given deep talent, Jim got straight Cs in all of his classes and was known to act up in class through either inattention or misbehavior. Why?

He was bored.

I won’t blame all of Jim’s academic results on our public school teachers and their inability to provide tasks that could stimulate his beyond-average intellect. I think that Jim* could have used his talents to make the best of the situation in school if he’d wanted to.

Still, I think that teachers could have helped. Teachers could have engaged Jim -- and other gifted students in class -- by giving him independent projects and knowing what his strengths and goals were both inside and outside of the classroom.

Just like Jim, I sometimes act out at work, and it’s because I’m bored. It’s not that I run around the office screaming or playing pranks on anyone or giving surly glances from a back corner. However, I do spend my time surfing the internet, looking at graduate programs, playing internet Scrabble with friends, or reading my favorite blogs and updating my own. Sometimes, I’m guilty of doing that even when I do have work to complete.

I read somewhere that office workers waste up to two hours of work per day in addition to scheduled breaks and lunch. It seems that their must be an alternative to this sort of workplace where workers are both happy and productive. Happiness, stimulation, and productivity shouldn’t be at odds all the time, like they seem to be in many American workplaces.

The problem, as I see it, is two fold. On one hand, as adults rather than students, workers need to identify their talents, ask for more meaningful projects, and then be committed to completing them rather than wasting time. When we know a situation is a bad match, we should do ourselves a favor and discuss the steps to workplace improvement with our bosses, even if that means leaving out current job/field to look for more suitable work. Workers also need to have a positive attitude toward boring work because every job contains some boring work. Sometimes workplace change really means change in a worker’s attitude and values.

On the other hand, bosses and managers should respect workers enough to allow them to serve the company as more than just a function that keeps the wheels turning. Part of good leadership and good use of company resources is understanding that not everyone fits into the same mold, even if they have the same job description. For the most part, people want to use their talents in the workplace, and I’m convinced that given stimulating and meaningful tasks in addition to mundane ones, workers will do their best to achieve.

Sunday, October 28, 2007

Frivolous FDR Fun!


Whitney, Laura, and I went to the monuments tonight!I don't care how long I've lived here, I think I will always love DC culture & touristy history. There's something to be said about not losing the wonder of this place in the potential for cynicism caused by working here.

Monday, October 22, 2007

The Quarterlife Adventure

My friend Rachelle replied to my post "Must the Quarterlife be a Crisis?" saying that she thinks that this time in life should be an opportunity or an adventure.

I think that she's certainly managing to make an adventure out of her twenties. She left a great job to go teach English in China because that's something she's always been passionate about doing. She pursued opportunity instead of insecurity, and I really like that. She keeps a blog at http://www.thisismytrail.blogspot.com. Check it out!

(At this point, Rachelle also might be the only reader of this blog.)

I want to pursue a quarterlife adventure. Not adventure for adventure's sake, not aimless wandering for pleasure, but something real and something that would do good.

Saturday, October 20, 2007

On Blogging in the "Real World": This is Not Your College Freshman Xanga

Does this sound like a blog entry that you've posted recently?


"icant believe that alistair said that s*** to me. hes so rude. i really just want to go home and punch him out right now, but I guess maybe i wont. i've just been so sad lately that its hard to handle my life, and I wish things would get better. RUDE PEOPLE SAYING RUDE THINGS TO ME WONT HELP!!!!"



Confession: I was once a drama-blogger just like this. I put all my deepest and darkest emotions on the line so that the world could see them. I passive-aggressively posted about my roommates and friends so that I could get them to apologize for things I thought that they did wrong. I revealed moments of weakness and depression so that my friends would come to my rescue, cheer me up, and solve all my problems.


Blogging according to a set of guidelines doesn't limit creativity, it focuses creativity to help the work achieve its full potential. Since I'm going to start to blog with focus, I'm going to need some guidelines to keep me from writing the same type of blog that I did in college.


Here are some questions I'm going to ask myself when I blog:
  • Would I want my Mom to read it?
  • Would I want my boss to read it?
  • Would I want my best friend to read it online rather than hear it from me in person?
  • Would I want my pastor/spiritual leader or career mentor to read it?
  • Would I publish this blog posting to my church, my writing group, or my office without embarrassment?

The Christian New Testament has some valuable about discernment on what we say, think, and write as well:


"Finally, brothers and sisters, whatever is true, whatever is noble, whatever is right, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is admirable—if anything is excellent or praiseworthy—think about such things."



I am convinced that the things we blog about should also be true, noble, right, pure, lovely, and admirable. Thus, I will write about such things.

Must the Quarter-Life Be a Crisis?

I want to use this revamped blog to focus on quarter-life issues (friendships, finances, finding yourself, ect.) and, at the least, to be able to provide encouragement, amusement, and information for my friends who are now all over the country and the world making crazy decisions and living their crazy lives.

I'm convinced that the quarter-life doesn't need to be a crisis if we face it with confidence and courage to make difficult choices.